Akuro ([info]akuro) wrote,
@ 2006-10-31 19:29:00
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Current mood: stressed

Perfectly fitting for Halloween...
... I rise from my grave to haunt you. <..<
Aloha. I know it's been ages since I have posted here, but life has been really busy for me... and I mean really really busy. :P After I got readjusted back here in Germany I worked at a sucky job for about two months in order to fill my bank account again. Basically I had to translate form papers and check on poll results from overseas that the company I worked for received. It was very boring, but paid fairly well, so I shouldn't complain. After that I had a few days to look through my university stuff and prepare for my upcoming classes.

Now and most likely for the next three years I'm enrolled at the Justus-Liebig-University in a city close to my hometown. It sure as hell isn't as beautiful of a university as Hilo, but I guess only few universities can compare to that. I'm in the middle of my fourth week there and they are not going easy on us. Don't want to go into detail about everything, but I have up to 40 hours of classes (labs + lectures) each week and about two hours of transit each day.... and that as you can imagine makes for a very tired dragon. The stress level is rising and rising and according to some people who are further up in their studies it will keep on doing so each month.

Despite this amount of stress and the lack of chance to relax (or lack of a certain wolf to relax with) I hope I will be able to rearrange my schedule a bit so the other important things in my life don't drop into the background... my friends, my family, my art etc. I plan to start posting here regulary again, if i don't do so, please do me a favor and kick my butt to do so. I know i can be really bad with that. I'll try to be online more often and also work more on art... I miss just relaxing a bit with a pencil and a piece of paper (and not using those to takes notes for a lecture).

Also I think I need to apologize to many people I havn't talked to regulary in a while, some of them who really needed more support than I was able to give to them. I've not been the best of friends, I know... I promise to better myself.

oh well... Hope you guys have a scary Halloween!




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[info]robatdt
2006-10-31 08:13 pm UTC (link)
High workload is the perfect method of gagging the current influence which the students are having in university policies.

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[info]akuro
2006-11-01 10:31 pm UTC (link)
Maybe, maybe... well my schedule is changing every four weeks, so hopefully I'll have a bit more time during the next unit. There's ASTA and senat meetings every wednesday afternoon which I can't attend to because of two lectures.

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[info]thespaniard84
2006-10-31 09:46 pm UTC (link)
Boo!

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[info]akuro
2006-11-01 10:29 pm UTC (link)
*meeps*

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(Anonymous)
2006-10-31 09:53 pm UTC (link)
He lives! HE LIVES! BWAHAHAHAHA... hahahaha... ha ha ha... ha. Whew. Now I'm out of breath.

^-.o^

Try to keep the stress to the absolute minimum you can. It'll destroy you faster than anything else if you let it. And remember you've got a bunch of friends to help you out (or just let you vent your frustrations) whenever you need.

-RW

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[info]akuro
2006-11-01 10:32 pm UTC (link)
*puts an oxygen mask on your muzzle* Ya gotta practice that some more. ;)

I promise I'll try my best not to get too stressed, but as you know there's not much influence I have on that. I'll see how things will develop. :]

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[info]wolfekko
2006-11-02 07:38 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad you're back :)

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[info]akuro
2006-11-03 04:30 pm UTC (link)
*licks your cheek* Hope to stay here. ^^

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[info]lupineangel
2006-11-05 08:36 am UTC (link)
Hey there man! Good to see you again!

Your schedule sounds pretty tough; hope you can find enough time to relax in the middle of all that. Just make sure you get to do something other than work, so you don't get too stressed out.

Hope to see you around more often, at any rate! *hugs* :) Take care, man!

D.F.

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[info]akuro
2006-11-07 09:18 pm UTC (link)
*huggles back* Thank you. :) I'll try my best to stay active.

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Hmm...
(Anonymous)
2007-03-11 07:20 am UTC (link)
Hmm... It is sad to see how friendships can turn out. I really was sad when you stopped replying to my mails and messages. But then again - I guess you just forgot about me. I still think of you sometimes and wonder why you changed. Well - If you wonder now.... just think of a funny image with two dragons and a balloon.

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Re: Hmm...
[info]akuro
2007-03-11 09:34 am UTC (link)
Yeah, it's very sad isn't it? But what you wrote there should have been MY text! What the hell is wrong with you? I sent you mail after mail! Asking how you were doing and telling you that there's not much going on with me at the moment besides my schoolstress. I didn't get ONE SINGLE reply! You ignored me over weeks and months! Even Susi tried to contact you via e-mail and he was ignored. So don't give me that bullshit about friendships turning sour and me changing. There's always two to this okay? I know you like seeing yourself as the victim of such situation, but not this time buddy. So sometimes when I returned to Germany last year I just told myself "Screw it, he doesn't seem to give a shit."

Oh and just in case you wonder. You're still on my ICQ list. You're one of the few people who in fact are on my visible list (why I still have you on there, I dunno). You told me you're basically on there "all the time", so well if you're on there "all the time" what about trying to leave me a message there eh? The picture I still have in memories of better times, but that's past as well it seems.

See you at EF if you manage to look me straight in the eyes and can give me answers to few things. Honest answers I mean.

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[info]krazykmfdmgirl
2007-07-08 06:50 am UTC (link)
JUST WANTED TO SEND SOME LOVE YOUR WAY! ENJOY!!!

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